Thank you, you sweet sweet Baby Jesus for making tomorrow Equity Monday.
This week has been incredibly rough, but I am sure I say that in every Final Night of Tech Blog Post. This week was long and grueling and about trying to keep smiling, even when what your inner child wants most is to shriek or stamp or cry. But that's every tech week, isn't it?
What made this particular tech week different was how clearly I felt my role was defined. Everyone knew to defer to me as I ran tech, I never needed to lay down the line. Everyone did their job (...mostly) and I only did mine. I was never pushed to work beyond my assigned hours. I never felt like the job was too big for me. I approached my tasks and completed them, never feeling overwhelmed or small or frightened. Oddly enough, I was prepared the whole way through and felt like it.
This, most of all, is a surprise. Does it mean I'm starting to get into the swing of this lifestyle? Or does it mean I'm starting to get good at what I do? I'm not sure which it is, if it is either. Whatever it is though - I think I like it.
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